Sunday, November 8, 2009

::lepak-ing::

we [me, reen, acik, nad & tiah] going out at 11am.

we go 2 sg.besi lrt wif ash! mercedes ag! auwwwwww..
then nek lrt smp hang tuah stesen! jln kaki pg times square..
weeeeeeee~ jln2 beli brg ckit.
then we're going 2 bukit bintang! jalan kaki! penat siot!!!
jmp membe reen~ knl2..hehehe~ lpas 2 jln ag pg pavilion!
penat! penat! penat! ahaha..:D
mkn dkt carl's jr. yeay! kenyang prut ku..:)
pnt sgt smp da xley jln..
mn x nye pki heels 3 inch! jln non-stop! my gosh! kaki ku da melecet! :(
tp sblm 2 tgk wyg dlu..hahahaha! smpt ag tuh!
da abis tgk citer mnyesl giler..
citer cm taik! hahaha~ lgsg xbesh!
jln kuar dr pavilion! jmp kdai selipar 10rgt pe ag rembat 1..
da xlrt kowt nk pki heels nie. hehehe~
jln nk pg low yat..hujan la plak! adoiiii!!!! lari2..huhuhu~
survey2 hp jp. pas2 jln ag pg times square blik..
nk pg hang tuah nek ape??? sume xtaw..so, kitorg lambung syiling.. klu kpala kn nek monorail..
hahahhaahah~ cm2 skali kn buat coz sume da xley wt kputusann..:p
pg monorail tgk rmi org..so jln kaki ah..adoiii! mcm2 hal la..
jln2..hujan lbat lak.. pe ag. lintang pukang la kitorg brlari..hahahha~
lawak seyh! bju da bsh kuyup! tggu train jp..
da nek lam 2 ley lak slh nek..trun blik tggu another train! kpla kitorg da msuk air..ahaha!
then smp gak sg.besi..ash amik antr blik ILMU..huhuhuhu~
penat! penat! penat!
tp sy0k! best! epy! bahagia! ahaha!
p/s: a moment 2 remember!

Saturday, November 7, 2009

::bencinta::

urm.. still asking my heart.. do i luv him?? do i need him?? gosh!! wut happen wif me. why i can't forget anything bout him? why i need 2 remember him? i hate myself! i can't forget all da memories wif him. always want 2 see him but i don't want my heart hurt again! shud i never see him..?? or shud i see him & make him my fren? can i pretend dat my heart never hurt..pretend dat nuttin happen? pretend dat all da thing not hurting myself.. dis song make me thinking bout him! i hate him but i luv him!

Benarkan ku ‘tuk berbicara…
Bicara terus ke hati mu.. Hati mu..
Hati yang penuh rasa ragu
Jangan terus pergi
Tanpa mendengar ku
Mungkin mudah
Untuk kau terus berlalu
Nanti dulu
Berikanlah waktu
Untuk aku, untuk kamu

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Lidah kelu sedangkan aku
Mahu kau tahu
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Ke tepi lihat ku berlalu
Pasti itu yang terbaik untuk ku
Tiada lagi mahu ku tahu
Tentang hidup kamu
Tentang mati kamu
Aku tahu
Engkau tahu apa yang mata ku tahu
Apa yang kau tunggu
Mahu aku buka pintu?

Ingatkah lagi waktu kau bersama ku
Kaku aku melihat mu
Sedang aku mahu kau tahu
Dengar kata ku
Aku cinta pada mu
Benci pada mu
Cinta pada mu

Sakitnya aku
Membenci kamu
Sakit lagi mencintai mu
Dan aku pergi
Tapi kembali
Benci aku mencintai diri mu
Ku benci… Kamu
Ku cinta… Kamu

p/s: i still luv him......:(

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

::memory::

When we realise dat da world we build is either fragile or is breaking down, we try as much as we can 2 stay strong. As dat is da only thing which we can do. We noe da journey 2 make us grow up is not an easy1. The relationship is getting more difficult. The body which works hard is getting very tired. The heart which we hope will soften, hardened even more. And da loneliness in our heart makes us want 2 achieve happiness & perfection. We are aware & noe dat we must be brave 2 free ourselves. Brave enough 2 forget our previous memories & 2 look for serenity. But we hav 2 go through our life 1 step at a time. We keep on fighting wif ourselves & face da burden dat come our way. We ca only prepare ourselves & wait 4 da opportunities...& seize back wut we hav lost..

Sunday, November 1, 2009

::need 2 find myself::

dunno wut happen wif me.
but there's sumtin in my head.
-THINKING MODE-
& da 1st thing i noe, i don't noe who i am.
i don't noe wut should i do.
i don't noe why me..be like dis.
i don't noe why i'm so bad.
[people make mistake..& sumtimes they keep on making mistakes..]
but when should i stop all of dis?
people who i call friends..."help me 2 find myself..please..!"
i need ur help.
:/

p/s : luv all of my friends dat try to change me be a pers0n! not people! :)

Friday, October 30, 2009

::ym wif him::

i'm chatting wif reen.
then reen told me dat alam relationship in fb now single..
i dunno wut happen to him..
when i opened ym, i saw he's online & then i chat wif him & ask him bout dat..
:there's a chat between me & alam:

[01:14] ruffluv2u: weyh en alam.
[01:14] ruffluv2u: ckp nk kuar..
[01:14] ruffluv2u:
[01:14] alam: pahal
[01:14] alam: bru balik lah..
[01:14] ruffluv2u: awal blik.
[01:14] ruffluv2u: cm xcye.
[01:14] ruffluv2u: hahaha.
[01:15] alam: xnak eksiden lg..
[01:15] alam: dh tobat
[01:15] ruffluv2u: eh..
[01:15] ruffluv2u: alam tobat!!!!!
[01:15] ruffluv2u: alam taubat????????????
[01:15] ruffluv2u: ALAM??????
[01:15] ruffluv2u: TAUBAT???????
[01:15] ruffluv2u: ak ngigau eh!
[01:17] ruffluv2u: weyh alam..
[01:17] ruffluv2u: tgk fb.
[01:17] alam: pasal?
[01:17] alam: \
[01:17] ruffluv2u: tgk yg rifdi pny.
[01:17] ruffluv2u: hahaha.
[01:19] ruffluv2u: da tgk?
[01:19] ruffluv2u: hahaha!
[01:19] alam: dh
[01:19] ruffluv2u: tgk status die?
[01:19] ruffluv2u:
[01:20] alam: yup
[01:20] ruffluv2u: ko mmg sial an.
[01:20] ruffluv2u: trus block ak.
[01:20] ruffluv2u: bangang ah!
[01:21] alam: bkn aku..
[01:22] ruffluv2u: ngade sial..
[01:22] ruffluv2u: weyh..
[01:22] ruffluv2u: ko da kawin lom?
[01:22] alam: yelah..
[01:22] alam: jgnlah camtu..aku tgh tensen nie
[01:22] ruffluv2u: lorh..
[01:22] ruffluv2u: asal??
[01:22] alam: adelah
[01:22] ruffluv2u: tension psl nie & psl keta ko?
[01:23] alam: xyah tau!!!
[01:23] ruffluv2u: mrh sial!!!!!
[01:24] ruffluv2u: ak tny baik2 an?
[01:24] ruffluv2u: adoiiii..
[01:24] alam: aku tgh gadoh ngn awek aku skrng..
[01:24] ruffluv2u: ok la..
[01:24] alam: tgh nak clash ni..
[01:24] ruffluv2u: jgn ah.
[01:24] ruffluv2u: bncg leklok.
[01:24] alam: dhlah
[01:25] ruffluv2u: ak sbg membe doakn yg trbaik tuk ko.
[01:25] ruffluv2u: klu die de jeles ag ngn ak.
[01:25] ruffluv2u: ak mntk maaf..
[01:25] ruffluv2u: ckit pown xde niat nk amik ko dr die.
[01:26] ruffluv2u: ok la alam.
[01:26] ruffluv2u: ko t8 cre..
[01:26] ruffluv2u:
[01:26] ruffluv2u: papai!

hopefully nuttin bad will happen.
always pray 4 their gudness!
especially alam.
hope u'll happy in ur life.
:)

::my result::

Keputusan Peperiksaan Semester Trimester 1, Tahun Akademik 2009/2010

Exam Results for Trimester 1, Academic Year 2009/2010

Nombor Pelajar/Student ID:	AE84038
No. Kad Pengenalan/I. C. No.:	890504-03-5766
Nama/Name:	Nor Nazihah Bt Ramli

No.	Subject	Description	Section	Credits	Grade
1.	CMPF112	Computing Skills	05B	2	C (Pass)
2.	ENNF103	Foundation English 1	09	3	A (Pass)
3.	MATF115	Introductory Calculus and Analytic Geometry	04A	5	A (Pass)
4.	PHYF111	Physics Laboratory I	09	1	A (Pass)
5.	PHYF115	Physics 1	06A	5	B+ (Pass)
				16

GPA:	3.16
CGPA:	3.16

Thursday, October 29, 2009

::today is 'blablabla' day::

readers..have u ever feel so invisible and unnoticed? feel so lost and when u try to ask for directions, u still find yourself lost? feel so sad and blue? haha..of coz la kan?

ok la to be honest im in the middle of a nervous breakdown..haha..why? hummm..lets just say 'u cant control things like u cant control weather'..understand? nope? its okey..tak penting pon..hehe..

my friends cakap, jangan fikir sangat..biar je..so as im lying on my bed trying to figure out how to make life easier by ignoring, i have come to the conclusion, to just say 'blablabla' when im sad..stupid? yeah!! haha..but what the hell? we should not take life too seriously..no one gets out alive anyway..hihi~

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there! feeling any better Azie? hahaha!!

fyi : yes..we must try to figure out the ways to solve our problems..tapi yang releven and perlu la..being sad because u lost someone u never even had is not part of it..hehe..

notablablabla : i do feel better..agaknya, perlu buat macam ni kat diri sendiri so that diri sendiri tak lagi menyeksa diri sendiri dengan hal remeh temeh..hehe..and selalu ingat DIA..

Monday, October 26, 2009

::menatap matamu::

nothing to do..just listen a song. then i'm falling wif dis song. so sweet!!!

Aril - Menatap Matamu

Sungguh indahnya hari berlalu
Menunggu kasih tambatan hati
Ingin rasanya selalu berbagi
Bersamanya kala suatu nanti

Andaikan kau jadi milikku
Selaluku nyanyikan lagu rindu
Andaikan kau dan aku bersatu
Dunia ini berseri selalu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu untuk menatap matamu
Menatap matamu

Bagaikan bintang nun jauh di sana
Terangi malam yang semakin gelap
Jika kau sudi menemaniku
Takkanku lepas walau sedetik pun

Andainya kau jadi milikku
Selaluku nyanyikan lagu rindu
Andaikan kau dan aku bersatu
Dunia ini berseri selalu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu 'tuk menatap matamu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu 'tuk menatap matamu

Andaikan kau jadi milikku
Selaluku nyanyikan lagu rindu
Andaikan kau dan aku bersatu
Dunia ini berseri selalu

Ku ingin dirimu dekat dihatiku
Berdua kita kan raih bahagia
Ku ingin dirimu turut merasa
Rasa rindu 'tuk menatap matamu